Had my p-doc follow-up this morning. Asked him if I could try Provigil to combat the incredible sleepies and exhaustion I've been feeling. He was game, but it's not on The List of meds preferred by my HMO, so I'd have to pay for the whole thing out-of-pocket. AGH! Too rich for my mental disequilibrium. So we decided to go a different course. He prescribed me Adderall. Well, cool. That works too, although I'd rather not be on an amphetamine, but if it gives me too much of the jitters, we can then switch me to Provigil and have it HMO-covered 'cause well, we tried the preferred one and that didn't work . . .
I feel like there's a certain slapdash approach to the makeup of my pharmacological cocktail, but at least I've got some input with what the bartender puts into the shaker.
New Words: 300+100
New words on "The Better to . . . " and a couple editing passes on "Shim Chung." Flow is not happening. My muse needs to be beaten with a stick, the hussy.